Satisfied?

Humans are never satisfied with what they have. When I had a job, I want a career. Now that I got a career, I want a life. When can I ever really be able to achieve true joy?
Heard before that there will be no dissappointment if there is no expectations. However, there will also be no improvement if there is no breakthrough. It seemed to be so complicated yet simple at times. Realized that I've been complaining too much for the past few months. Has the environment change me or is it just me that is changing?
Nevertherless, the only thing that does change is still change. Received quite a lot of wedding invitations and pre-alert nowadays. Mixed feelings for me at this point of time. Happy that ny friends are embarking on the new journey of their lives, yet worried for my pocket.
Had realized for me that there is only three occasions that I will felt needing a "girlfriend" by my side. The first is Valentine, followed by Birthday and finally Christmas. Luckily I still got my friends and family by my side.
Think my mind is too tired to think now, better go and have a early rest instead.