Good Friday

Had my dinner (or supper?) with HC at JE yesterday where we spent some time having a good chat. She commented that my lifestyle is getting more and more boring and seem to be joining the group of "older" males in my cell. Indeed the activities is getting lesser & lesser and that my main objective of the year had yet to be achieved. Somehow or rather, the anxious we get, the worse the situation seem to become.
There is some things that is not meant to be yet the going continue. Whatever the outcome, just dun regret it and continue to move forward. Right or wrong, it's not important after all. Is it the rebellious heart at work or is reality the best way to learn after all? People can advise, the logic is there, but the heart may not always be ready to accept. That's life also!!
Life is a journey where things will change all the times- be it the people, work, environment or perhap even friends. There will be times where human have to learn to walk alone and to overcome the tides in front. Maybe people just have to learn to be more responsible for the actions that they do at last.