Satisfied?

Humans are never satisfied with what they have. When I had a job, I want a career. Now that I got a career, I want a life. When can I ever really be able to achieve true joy?
Heard before that there will be no dissappointment if there is no expectations. However, there will also be no improvement if there is no breakthrough. It seemed to be so complicated yet simple at times. Realized that I've been complaining too much for the past few months. Has the environment change me or is it just me that is changing?
Nevertherless, the only thing that does change is still change. Received quite a lot of wedding invitations and pre-alert nowadays. Mixed feelings for me at this point of time. Happy that ny friends are embarking on the new journey of their lives, yet worried for my pocket.
Had realized for me that there is only three occasions that I will felt needing a "girlfriend" by my side. The first is Valentine, followed by Birthday and finally Christmas. Luckily I still got my friends and family by my side.
Think my mind is too tired to think now, better go and have a early rest instead.

Revived once again...

It's been more than 2 months since my cpu had let me down. Finally, it's up once again, thanks to ck who so generously "lent" his cpu to me and also helping to bring and install for me. What can I say except to quote wm's favourite phase, "I'm so blessed".
Indeed God has always been very kind and gracious to me all this while even though I might or shall I say do not deserve his love for me? As SP had talked about Defining moment a few mths ago, it'd turned out more for a defianting moment for me. I simply want to do things my own way and I believe no one will be able to convince me to do things that is supposed to be right. Maybe that's the reason that people had always been unable to sense God in their lives since they already decided how they want to live their lives oredi. Sometime even though I know the way I'm going will only lead to destruction, I may continue to head toward it cos my pride is simply too BIG to hear any other voices beside me.
Are people too confined by the rules and comments of other people or is it the lacking of rules that make a person bad? Every one had their right to choose the way they're heading and others can't really do much to help.
Anyway, congratulation to web on successfully changing his image. Certainly become much more "handsome" though not as god as me...haha!! Times will continue to run past us and let's hope we'll be able to make the most out of each day.