Changes

Friday nite was spent at web's place once again wif yun where the three of us had quite a great chat ranging from relationships, work, finances and religions too. Though my intention yesterday was to go out to town for a drink and listening to music to rot my friday night away. (a pity yun didnt pick up the call earlier....haiz!!)
One interesting topic was whether a leopard can change it's spot. Can a person really change his own image of what others portray of him? Personally I believe it's possible. Of course changes does not happen overnight, but I strongly believe that if one is willing to change, he can definitely do it eventually. The only things in life that does not change is changes. Therefore, people had to continually changes for the better so that they will not stay stagnant or be too comfortable in their comfort zone.
There is a season for everything and now I felt that the season for changes has once again descend which I slowly walking in the direction of it. Others had taken a step ahead and it's time for me to walk towards it too. However, it's impt to constantly keep a clear and focused mindset on the purpose as often or not, we can fall into the wrong way without us realizing it. For example, Love & Lust. There is only a thin margin between the two and it's easy for us to fall into this trap of lust without our own knowledge. A good intention can be easily transmitted into a 'evil' one if one does not have keep his mind focused on the end point.
Struggles was shared and each of us admit that there is just too many things that had keep our minds busy throughout the week. God work in ways we do not understand and sometimes difficult times is to draw us closer to Him. Verses was shared but the two "MOST" famous verses for me now is still Psalm 119-9,11 and 1 Cor 10-13. Sometimes, experiences is learnt through the hard way which simply make it memorable and personal to ones.
Last but not least, just wanna thank God for bringing me through another test. Let us look forward to another great day ahead.

Lively Weekend

Fri- 16/06
It was a busy friday as some things was meant to be and some are not meant to be. We can plan but it's up to God to decide the path we take in lives. The original plan was cropped up by some unforeseen circumstances and I had to revert to backup plan to spend my friday nite. Just when I thought everything was settled, a call from ck changed my plan once again. Haiz!!! However, it was great to be able to spend my friday nite wif ck, wm, web, yun,eg & laur at indochine.
Sat- 17/06
Went back to work in the morning and wanted to spend some time reading at home after work. A sms from sean changed the story of my saturday once again. Asked by sean to organize a ktv outing at nite. Due to some miscommunication, sean was unable to make it for the ktv and poor me had to sing wif HC & yun alone for 3 hrs. (was feeling very happy inside my heart!!!) Dinner was spent at Fishermen Village wif yun where many craps and stories was shared. The night was romantic with the stars shining so brightly and the weather was great. Everything was set perfectly in place except one thing that is missing......which is of course my future gf!! (where r u my girl? haha!!) Nevertherless, let me juz enjoy my nite outing wif my friends at this point of my life.
Sun- 18/06
Supposed to go shopping wif yun after service. However, when I realized that there were 4 girls shopping together and on the other side, there was a group of bros going for upgrading at web's place. Guess which route I chose? Of course upgrading at web's place lah. Shopping wif 1-2 girls is definitely very DIFFERENT wif 4 girls. There is sure to be chaos and many suggestions going on. Therefore why let myself be bothered by all this things when there is a easier way out. After 2 hrs of swimming or should I say sitting by the pool, my value should have gone up by another level. (hopefully!!) Now is the time to go iron my clothes once again for next week!!

Church Camp at Malacca

Been a long long time since I just updated my blog. Came back from Malacca where I had a considerate amt of fun and enjoyment.
Many lame jokes was shared and games like "Fussy Wassy" & Around the World in 80 days were played which kept many of our minds thinking. ...even to the extent of keeping web & daniel awake at night to solve the riddle. (why force urself so hard?) God was good as He always been by providing companions for me to & fro the trip. (esp yun & mon plus nt forgetting cs & web)
Sat noon was spent exploring Malacca wif web, cs & daniel where the four of us walked thru tourists' attraction like the museum, St Paul church & we even gt the opportunity to go inside a old navy submarine which made us wonder hw much the crews muz have missed their home when they were on boat in the past. The living conditions was horrible and space was limited. (no wonder the sailors had to be thin esp in the past-->cos no extra space to move abt mah!!)
Sun was spent walking ard without a aim. There were 3 grumpy girls whom moods changes immediately once they arrived at the shopping centre -makota; where the 3 of them shopped till they drop while cs & I went to kfc to R & R. I still prefer to sit at a quiet place where I can rest my feets and juz chit-chat wif frenz. ( lazy as usual...hahaha!!!)
Monday was another memorable day where yun & I finally had the chance to sing "Roof-top or wu tin" together at Malacca. Ktv was sung at a crampy box at the bus terminal where we insert $1 for one song and the song system remind me of the sound where the chickens was being killed and we can even see our neighbours next BOX not room I muz stressed here rite here once again. Nevertherless, it was my wish to sing 'wu tin' wif yun at Malacaa which I said during the first day and my wish had been answered. Better be careful what I prayed for in future. (more details as in the place, atmosphere, quality etc)
Overall, the trip had been filled wif fun and it was a good getaway from the busy work schedule. However, it's time to get back to work for the coming mths ahead.

Happiness

Weekend was once again too short for me especially wif too many activities going on. Friday nite was spent at web's place wif mon whereby the three slackers simply rest by the pool side and talk rot till 3am. It was simply a cheap way to rest and relax compared to the usual friday nite where we went home drunk or full of smoke.
Sat was spent at ktv at marina square wif m & her neighbour. The rest of the afternoon was ME walking alone from marina to city hall to suntec before proceeding to Bugis library & back to raffles link & finally Bugis junction. The reason behind me walking so long was not bcos I want to slim down (cos I'm quite slim oredi) but simply bcos I lost my way most of the time & I dun wan to embarass myself asking other singaporeans. I guess not many singaporeans will lost their way between city hall & Bugis and it's juz my luck to be one of the few that had the fortune to walk so long a distance.
Spent the night at Blu Jazz again with HC, wm, yun, sean, henry & myself. I remembered smsing Princess L but somehow she didnt get the msg (maybe it's my hallullation) and poor me had to endure her accusation of not inviting her. How would I forget her...rite? (sure or not?)
Went ktv on sunday wif wm & yun. Been going ktv for the past 3 weeks oredi. Haha!! So much fun over the weekend and now once again, typing my blog at 11pm in the office. Nevertherless, filled with joy cos joy of the heart is a choice that I chose and not something that others can take away from me. Going back home for now.

Half Dead or Half Alive

3 days since I backed up my colleague and the workload is already crushing me so hard that I can hardly breathe. Rushing thru deadline after deadline and OT after OT. Finding it hard to remain positive at point of time & looking forward to each coming weekend.
Made me look forward to treating myself to a short holiday where I can just eat, sleep, rest & just relax. (Hopefully wif a chio girl beside me....haha!!) Wonder what there is in life beside work and sleep?? Being rebellious in my heart at this point of time which need time to resolve and repent. Church camp is coming but I simply can't sense any excitement in my heart. Sigh!! What on earth is happening???
Should really take a short break soon to recharge my battery and it's time to go back home for now.