Happy CHY 2007

Finally, it's CNY once again. It's a bit different from the past few years as I do not have to work this year. Though I enjoyed the holiday, it seem a bit bored at the same time. Haiz...guess it's human nature to complain all the time.
Nevertherless, it's good to have holiday so that we can choose to rest and play as we like. The past few days had been filled with entertainment all this while. Thur was meeting with HC, Xp and YY at P.S followed by mind cafe. Fri was going to Zouk with friends where it was my 2nd visit after more than 1 year. The crowds was mainly youngsters and whether individuals enjoy it or not, it's very subjective. Dancing with many people squezzing through you all the time reminded me of the sardines fishes. (Poor me!!)
The lifestyle dun seem very healthy nowadays and the gap between people will continue to get bigger and bigger. Should one choose to cover behind a mask to camouflage their true self or should one choose to be true to himself? Would grace be sufficient or do we need law to enforce the society?
The road is forever open to all, but the door is narrow and not all will be able to get through it. All will run the race but not all will complete the run. For now, the most important goal is to enjoy myself for the time being.

Happy Valentine 2007

It's my 3rd Valentine Day since I regained my singlehood. So what did I do yesterday on this special occasion? Morning was filled with excitement doing planning, thinking and anticipating on the night activities. Of course, there is also some ups and downs along the way. But nevertherless, the show will continue to proceed.
At 6.20pm:
Met up with mon to do some catching up at M.S before she left back home for dinner.
At 6.50pm:
Met up with sin li at city hall mrt to go Dohby Ghaut to meet up with meryl, shuling, jin sheng and faye. The next 30min was spent trying to look for a place to eat as the original Indonesian restaurant was fully packed already. (funny, such a deserted place still so many pple!!) Finally decided to had our dinner at Billy Bomber at Cathy.
At 9.00pm:
Web n S plus danny joined in the group where soon after the grp separated into 2 different grp for their own activities. The first grp led by Meryl whose's members includes Jin Sheng and Sin Li went back home to sleep. The oppostion grp led by me(hahaha!!!) that includes the rest( 6 pple including me) proceed first to P.S to look for Laur & her two friends to say Hello!! The reason is bcos Web had saw their photos in S's camera which made him very anxious to go look for them.
At 10.30pm:
Finally joined HC, xp n junping at Vivocity for another of round at one of the German's bar. Guess I should be happy to have the company of so many gals n of course frens ard me to celebrate Vday with me lah. Not to forget, this is my third Vday spent wif S also. (Haha!! She's so honoured, rite?) Nevertherless, this I think should be my last Vday wif her as things hopefully will change for both of us next year.
At 12.20am
Went back home to rest where God so graciously provided 2 cabs for us in the midst of so many people trying to strieve for a cab. Thanks God!!!

Truly Blessed!!!

Once again, it's the end of another week!! Had supper again with s, web and beng at my hse's coffeeshop where more and more gossips and nonsense was talked. It seem that God had finally heard my prayer and more and more opportunities are coming my way. Praise the Lord, man!!
As I'm counting down to the beginning of my new job, it seem that my current lifestyle is once again going for some changes soon. Many people are already planning and anticipating what I should do and will be doing already. Haha!! Anyway, my fri's nite will still be a happy and wonderful day to be. (sori ah...ck!!!)
In the midst of all this happening besides me, I should still say confidently that God had indeed blessed me with many things and opportunities that I'm not worthy of. Not only career, but in term of friends, gifts and many more good things that I've been experiencing. All this couldn't have happen without the help to God. Therefore, I'm truly blessed.

Plans

Left with 9.5 working days before my new job starts. Had dinner with sin li, cs, wed n ck last night at tamp. Had lots of otah, tea and drinks at 201 for supper. Spent the night gossiping away doing nthing as usual.
Met up with P.D on thur night where I tink it's abt time to meet too. Many topics was discussed revolving abt my plans for this year and what do I hope to achieve. Do I know what I'm looking for this year? Perhaps it's time to refocus my energy and thoughts once again.
Had another interesting conservation yesterday and it seem that I'm very "hua sin" in the eyes of many girls or people should I say? They can't find any security being with me and this is one of the main but not the only reason that hinder any potential relaltionship from developing. Heard this for many times from the mouth of many people but it seem that I still can't change this habit/characteristic of mine. Haha!! Maybe, I said maybe it's time for a change instead of just developing new and more ports only.

Slowing Down

Once again, it's saturday once again. With no activities in plan, the day seem to be unusually long and quiet. It seem to be a long while ever since I'm able to write my blog in peace and without rush. The past few weeks had been a rush for time with many things that need to be handled. Finally, the end of another chapter of my working life is coming to the end and waiting for the next chapter to open up.
This week is unlike my usual week as I started my first day of the week attending a funeral and ended my fri's nite with another funeral. Life seem to be fragile as the people beside us left us one by one. So what are we really looking for in life? Is it career, family, friends, relationship or perhap God? Are we really sure of what we want or are we decided by the circumstances around us?
Changes will always be taking place ard us and the gap between relationships will always be wider and wider. As I said before, the only thing that don't change is still changes. As the environment ard us start to change, it's time for me too to make some changes too. Priorities for me had been decided and hopefully, I will be able to fulfill it this year.